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Question about Past Life Energy

This question is from an Email Reading where the client has chosen to make their information available for others to learn from. We all can learn from the experiences of another and I hope the answer below assists you in some way. While you are here, why not look through the entire Ask Aurora section to find more wonderful questions and their responses. Please consider purchasing an email reading to help you on a personal level with anything you may be going through. Thank you!

6/2/11: Dear Aurora: Is there anything from a past life that is affecting me now in this life?

There is an energy related to having a lack of self-confidence that is affecting you in this life. This energy comes from a past lifetime where at a very young age; you were put into an opportunity that you were not prepared for. This lifetime happened in Tibet where you were a young monk. You had grown up in the monastery since age 3, so this was your home and it was a high honor to be sent there as a child. By the time you were 15 you were given a job at the monastery of being a guard in training.

Different monks would act as sentries, standing guard against outsiders. You were paired with one of the older guards to learn about this position. One night, while you and this guard were on watch, a few men on horseback approached the monastery. They seemed innocent enough, asking for food and shelter. But, the old guard had a strong intuition about them being up to no good, so he asked a few more questions.

The men, being aware that suspicions were aroused, quickly took a blade and stabbed the old guard, injuring him. The old guard ordered you to ring the alarm, but you were frozen with fear. The men and took the old guard and rode up the hill to the monastery, and then you mustered the strength to ring the alarm. But, it was not soon enough and they continued with their violence and attacked more of the monks. It took some time, but the men were finally subdued and taken to a holding cell within the monastery, where they could be transported later.

You blamed yourself for this entire attack and felt that you had brought shame to the monastery and your religion. You were moved from the guard position to the kitchen where your new duty was assisting with cleaning. You hated this duty and hated yourself for failing (that was how you thought of it.) Soon, you couldn’t deal with the shame anymore and you just left the monastery in the middle of the night and walked three days to the nearest city. You were not prepared for this journey, caught ill during your travels and died a short time after arriving at your destination. You were only 16.

The energy from this past life creates a feeling within you of having to be the best, and this can cause you to push yourself too hard at times. You are working on releasing this fear of failure, but you have developed a defense mechanism of finding a way out of something before you officially “fail” (again this is how you view it.) You can release this energy by working on taking risks and sticking with things to see them through, even when you feel like you might have done something wrong. Most of the time it is you who is your harshest critic.

Love, Aurora

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